Then moved to a new stand alone site with youtube AND video uploads (in case we get silly attacks - the latter site does not censor when false allegations are made)

 this page is only about the complete acedia  - in short, my favourite definition 'spiritual sloth'.......

Acedia (/əˈsdiə/; also accidie or accedie /ˈæksɪdi/, from Latin acēdia, and this from Greek ἀκηδία, "negligence", ἀ- "lack of" -κηδία "care") has been variously defined as a state of listlessness or torpor, of not caring or not being concerned with one's position or condition in the world. In ancient Greece akidía literally meant an inert state without pain or care.[1] Early Christian monks used the term to define a spiritual state of listlessness and from there the term developed a markedly Christian moral tone.[2] In modern times it has been taken up by literary figures and connected to depression. environmentalISM  up and down The mid and Southern region of The Marches over 20 years. Down the England Wales  border From Clun in the North to Talgarth in the South. Mainly in the band of lands just on the English side. 

My home patch for 28 years.

And also the cynical and often illegal activities of some landowners and businesses in that region - the worst offenders (who all have nasty henchmen)

I now have to leave for my own safety ...never mind sanity

I have filmed, audio recorded, this behaviour for 15 years - some back to 25 years ago. I am inly interested in tomorrow.

But as an extremely literary person - the great literature of the last 200 years, I know that one cannot have a sane tomorrow unless one has truth and even reconciliation about the past.

I have only observed  - from within 'environmentalist' circles, virtual madness. And even criminality (fraud-lite - though little is easily labelled as that, but ask any ordinary Joe from say Kington, the definition of a scam, and I know many supposedly Green initiatives they would consider just that)

And then we have all the dull personal infractions - the way the posher folk think they are immune...from planning and other environmental laws..

And the industrial fraud - obtaining media coverage of ones eco Messiahdom, just to  get on the wireless - usually 4

Having begun to publish ALL and sundry, i am in danger.

Furthermore several old laptops three external keyboards all intermittently faulty.. a week of full time PR means behind schedule and need a fixing things session first.

Every day for 20 years i am up a5am on the...job 

and always answer a call 07958 526 three eight 1

unless one of the handful of ex 'employers' call who despite heir perfect credentials they spin in the region, cannot read and don't pay their bills (very notable now since 2020 - they all go on facebook bragging of their 'community' love... well community, love, is paying for real man work...DONE

 i am ascetic - 20years live on simplest nothing so as to  do maybe useful work, like this

investment in good books on all this, loans, mortgages on my one living adored ferret, whatever:

BEST by far 

Virgin bank Account name Mr S A Clayton

 sort: 82-61-39

account 00416711

or paypal @simonclayton2021