Always planned as just a place to collect some of the material about HOW to get a big human rights / free speech case through on a wing and a prayer, NO help from anyone else.... head down... run at them... and ALL only powered by...love. No one ever implies any problem with my choices for my child which at that time - in 2003-5 were responsible careful speaking in public about the SYSTEM that pitted parents against each other for their pots of tainted gold. And i won. But the principle in the precedent may well apply to many 100 of thousand others in all sorts of legal cases - and cases that do not have children as feature too.
And i have zero interest in any legal or other developments after about 2012. Except in glorious 2020 free speech came back for many as a live issue and also i noted many were very confused as to even WHY free speech.
In fact one subtle matter of prominent interest in the 2006 judgement a lot is made of some notion i was making a film about matters earlier.
A 4 year old should be shown this site where some material will appear soon which quite clearly shows that there was no such film ever on the table !! the judges were at the whacky baccy just like The Hock... there was one quite clearly friendly email in 2004 from me to a senior BBC reporter in the region a Ms Doel, who KNEW THE MOTHER....as i knew - people would relate that they had been seen having tea and cake .... I had also met this same woman after my own initial few weeks of showbiz (2003) and i thought we got on well .... the email was an attempt to suggest to Doel that by making something in it with mum and dad together it may heal some scars - close a wound that in fact a senior judge had already said should be closed! do the RIGHT thing...
Doel handed that clearly personal email from me to her a nice helpful wise email just thinking aloud ... to the mothers barrister - who was a solicitor barrister combo - unusual that he ran the whole failed character assassination case against me alone.... a flagrant violation of every single reporters duty (as there was no conceivable illegality in it). ...
being a thick journalist she wouldn't have known .....that was my plan.... that email needed to be shared with mum and co.... it was an olive branch even a 3 year old could see the colour of it.... not Doel!
But then the thick barrister (subsequently lost his job in effect) thought "how can i make my name with this and get higher hourly fee rates by going to the High Court?" and the thick senior High Court judge ddnt see through it either....why he basically lost his job too...
And then Mark Thompson then BBC Director General did see through it having read my letter to him that he sent a nice reply to........why i dont think we saw that much more of Ms Doel....
BUT it is the absolute inability for a simple NON story such as an email to a wonky lady journalist never even referred to by us in my final case as it was a NON event and never stated i wished to make any film ....... the Appeal Court test case turns into a song and dance.... shows the true intellectual paucity of even your very very highly paid senior judges.... 'scandal' is not the word nor all variants, just utterly pathetic.... and i have every word recorded and very well evidenced...
But i never knew why bother.
Until my life changed out of the blue - due the glorious year of MANY new friends - despite living middle of nowhere, a range of TRULY horrid difficult actual 'social work' functions since March 2020 in two local small towns seems i alone had the resilience to get on and try and help professionally a range of middle aged people in a terrible mess with boooze and drugs and other madness - persisting in trying to get top professional rehab abstinence and Narco anon type experts to help them.... nope all failed as everyone else i needed to assist me - just gang up with me to help mothers for example in real mess who were subjecting their kids to concomitant angst...(all in apparently twee places of happy middle class bumpkins)
why bother....why bother even showing up the system madness never mind some solutions.
Until one of quite a few new friends made in 2020 - one NOT from my fabulous girls riding club started last autumn for the less well off...gatherations.... many. Hahh hahh.... who had offered me some free land way up in some hills.... and i thought it will be scrubland and hard to even enjoy a little.... never mind will she make true her suggestion i take it over....
Until just like that I went up and 17th June saw ...paradise.
The price... there is none: don't own ANYthing much or the scrofulous fuckers will sure as ferrets are ferrets sneakily threaten to take it away in a costs order against you if you...play them at their game. And thus the 'campaigner' must have nothing so that their clean finger stuck up in their face does not even show a ring they may have their eyes on....
And i happily own nowt. Nothing is worth owning. But there is one person who one could never own anything much for, whom paid far too high a price.....
Never mind where i would quite like to be thrown in a hole to feed some wildflowers when I'm over.....
Having had a few foolscaps with Err ighness vs me on the spine..... that she used to own this land....some say she still does, and i know she don't.... because that is the LAW!!!! the law of the common man, based on common sense.... the likes of all of them stole from us.
revenge must always be for a purpose - one of poetical resistance. And there is no better, because i never wanted anything. Until i saw this and do. It must be...it fits....
An alpine wildflower meadow untouched for years by nitrate or other buggerations, high up as if in The High Mountains of Portugal (great book - part 3!) - next best thing ....and all i need is a half reliable jalopy to get back and forth up to it.... because all i need is to camp in it a bit....and its quite likely (shared care with another her age) ...we can have...it.
Now at last there is a reason.....
And i win my nuclear wars, always.
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ooohooo....and there are a few minor explosions in the audios of the pages called snippets....and i prepared a few others the week gone. They will be put up tomorrow 20 june my birthday. Unless i have anything better to do in the rainy day it is forecast to be.
But this page is neither for traffic or any other clickbaiting i only invite a few via the link i trust may 'get' it....
