anyone finds their way here (see one of my very raretweets @ferretsarefun - meaning i only tweet when i really mean it... that one sent despite naked sunbathing up in the bracken my favourite passtime... 

in fact the main reason i am tardy in curating this site into something user friendly, is that i most happily write, in two different locations....

one is it is time to tell all, in good, poetical, wistful part Homeric, part Thomas Bernhard, language and word pictures (mainly to be handwritten  - much nicer than laptops with limited batteries) with a bit of Rick Mayall thrown in, but i know it is good, even if early days at r****s*****.com

I enjoy that...

But then also there is something that many days several hours a day, for several years,  two people throw their soul into.... all the way... one is brown, the other a 'victim' of....  well, my lass got the letter...maybe... i wouldn't send to my mother - i am not a cruel person.... she need not know  what happened on her 'watch'... too busy going to watch the flix... and i am thus allowed to make jokes about anything... even if i never would.... except to a selected few who know...  laughing at all, ANY of it...means you won.. the war after losing some battles (to paraphrase a poet)

but freedom of speech - even if i know WHAT it is for... holding truth to genuine power - and they are local authorities who will pretend they are dealing with a roofless application, or all the rest of it...  that actually causes real pain...

Anyway...  him and me... fuck we keep stopping, but cannot help it most days...

when we stop... the bursting back in to the ultimate rude sedition, is when the true poetry begins.... and of course true (Platonic  - if he hasnt been cancelled yet)  'love' is reaffirmed...

If i could say one word to any younger person lost in to quote Hannah Arendt "when there are things you cannot say in society, you already have tyranny"

it should be hypocrisy, but is SUCCESSION... the hypocrisy being the way the bbc journos and presenters FAWN over it -= when it is to be mentioned one hears even the sourest old  ice maiden of a bird begin to melt and juice up down there as she verbally fawns...

this morning at very early (i always rise at) they had on Papa Roy and as usual the interviewer was fawning...

but even i (no tv other than) ...at episode 9 season 4 .... took a breath.. "can you REALLY say that???!!"  at the getting a sister pregnant (force hinted at) ...jokes....

Long ago.. 2014ish i think..

 (having been directed to him by a NYC film director having a cuppa in Kington i chatted up - and i only chat up REAL women...my my she was fab.... " as you say, sadly, almost all writing anodyne crap... if as you say the BEST writers have gone to the box, tell me which is the very best then? "

she did not hesitate

and that evening the first opening scene thoughbubble: "stupid woman didnt listen to me like all the rest....narcissistic self regarding her persona disorder.. like many... fuck i was looking forward to this she so impressed me, out long talk so warm and sincere...shame about English hubby lingering a little later but...but guns, noisy motors...and bloody rap music in the first 30 sex...some of my main pet hates....what a load of noisy wank"

6 hrs later i am still non stop 'binging' - i have never done before, the greatest writing of all time, by Mister Glover in his Atlanta...  ) 

I did not think he could even be neared...

succession nearly does... and even though HBO breaks every BBC code of getting fired and cancelled forever....

dickpics to quite old women, endlessly .....at work....from the man who has 'power'over her....

.i think there is an H word for that

forcibly doin it with sister.. several words for.

in fact what a good idea...i could list ALL the wokey so smug journos who clearly have meant what they performance has been, for some years

they adore it..makes them laugh....

list em

send the list to sensetivelyinghippos.com home of the cancellers

get em all fired atfer a  jolly good 'pile on' 

and start with some real people in charge once more... what a splendid idea

But..i hate boasts.. (this case look at price qc page - you dont get on Prices shortlist, more than any other case - i think, i never bothered to tally...unless you really are a FULL MONTY breakthough "revolutionary" freedom case..to quote SOphia Cannon from MICHAEL MANSFIELDs chambers...see media 05 6 page me with cancelled Philip Schofield hahh hahhh

( a fine man... like Douglas Murray 3 years i watched him on FOS - though his approach wont work - too hostile to the other side... too fancy pants..... never knew he was gay as he never mentioned it... ditto Phil...no idea... good men who dont bore us with what any sane person knew 99.9% of sane people couldnt give a one dimensional shitstain about...40 years ago

anyway...him and i.. the brown man.... the thing we cowrite - no one else has ever seen.... 

rather than fabricated victimhood...

it was not planned  .....

we just stumbled across something new....  a place even slightly further on than just 'jokes'...

it is better than succession... it just came about...it is live action daily struggling to wade through all this swamp of shit flowing directly into the river Clun i was filming 3 weeks ago... and all the local bigwigs prancing around on their phones.... over half an hour...

.no one bothering to even get snadbags.. to stem the very major flow..or bother to get the kids out of the river playing 20 metres downstream.... except me...  multi tasking... filming them doing, nothing, as i did...something

but of course if i put that up they will find me and beat me up...(REALLY)

anyway...me and him... we are both smiley sweet things.. never rise to fist or  attack....

but out attack on each other - all the way... i have never read anything so so offensive in my life....despite us cowriting it .. there are no no go areas... and he has MANY people who love him as the sweetest funny man ever...

but going further, he became so funny he makes me laugh though if he reads this (he endlessly internet stalks - like deep deep offensive VERY intrusive stalking... me - its part of the act.. the jokes he makes about Cynthias gussets are quite quite disturbing, give me nightmares....)

if he read this... it would ruin it, for me to write it in black and white, often.. through thick, thin and the darkest winter cold days.... fuck i have a pee dribble he is so so damn clever and funny  - no no donrt go there...we just did....

and i also know, he the famously funniest man for several counties... is addicted to me - my words... 

 because when two people find there must be no limit... 

then we actually learn who each other really is.... and we may learn REALLY how to handle anyone, even our seeming opposite ..and i dont mean skintone...

i wonder if i can ever convert him though, to the religion of "she was the first punk..all the rest copyists"... to my surprise various little boundaries have been overcome...

as  

... no i shall not go on.... but i know one thing, even if neither of us want anything... he a little more post-modern ironically 'shy' than I

we both know we do in fact almost have a duty to do the dull boring thing of publishing it...

because unplanned, we both know that it really is the 'answer' to this   stevie's knickers in a twist we are in...

really... and i would ot overclaim anything on FOS...it is real.... and (normal legal limits = violence) yes i now know must be 'indivisible'''

(black gay comedian radio 4 three or four weeks ago COULD say.... i have it recorded i will put it here soon.... busty being so creative it is daft....for the right reasons.... the fuckin wanky new age oversensetive, body obsessed,  'sillyphone addicted, left'... are not going to force me to have to rebrand myself 'right'... no way...ever...so lets DO something about it...especially as i do 'study' them and know they are utterly poor lost lambs.... no one told, Sheldon Thomas, Jay .... oooh nearly forgot him...Jay... Jay.... it will come back, one does not forget easily the GREATEST public speaker ever  - after totenham riots..lad from the projects..... on bbc... my jaw dropped.... how erudite and wise and esteemed a man this real man was.... until of course the god of all great esteemed public speakers winked at whitey, with her one good eye....  and i knew whitey Oxbridge or Cheltenham ladies of Kington comp or even Fairfield...could never do that with 100years of shit Brit tuition.... nope, its whitey man has biggest problem, closely followed by whitey woman ... the efnix doing just fine thank you very much.... as is proven in my mongrel mate ... who can make the best ever puns about ANYthing....  but i duel as equal... i never could do before... good for me.... )

 

thing is...we must...it is a duty..... we dont want to be tarred by the  Basil Brush of cash....

and i dont have any to support the  period it will take to publish.... 

but it matters... 

and...

to be continued

Simmons... it was there all the time...once you hear a true esteemed speaker maybe in his early 20s....  despite him likely being on every 'risk factor' list there is....you dont forget his name...