you are not seeing..on this site, all there is..on ..you. If a baddie i have taken my precious time to ensure is 'invited' here
I have been going around a decade= stating to various who may 'get' it " god the shabbiness..if i were to write the chronicle i would not wish to name any of them, nor even identify the region...none are WORTH a mention..by name.. too shabby to ever be remembered by posterity"
This January, inspired by a not British "warrior" woman...person-to-person...who spoke to me truths, like no other British born can - her here 30 years but, truthful of the hypocrisies..utter illusion of this warmongering and selfish only, nd self obsessed, performative society... i let go.
I began what i long wished. To turn gradually all these evil acts, that will gradually arrive here in name, video film, and audio recording - into works of poetical riffing. even comedy. I can do it...(i do a true comedy channel elsewhere - its good...unplanned.. the funniest man in the country ..he laughs...as its just him and i... to be published one day..it is about you...and hell we LET GO!...
And it started. ( the main poetical whimsical Ralph writing)..and it feels wonderful.... Ancient Mariner / Pilgrim's Progress..a bit O Don Quixote... mixed into a poetical rant makes me feel great ... i hope to reach somewhere towards the Master - Thomas Bernhard...
satire. Poetry...life force....
no holding back. Truth is beauty.
Now.....some - those who i trust, perceive as having backbone and especially bright eyes... they get that site - first... as it is where i put my best and most sincere real energy (in my taken penname) and this.. maybe... ...i.e,. both... they can read you the perps - developing...my artful true PITY d=for you...
fake earth mother green wellness remedy selling con artists - i call 'mermaids' for now - there; though 'vampire' would be more appropriate...
but funny nice..pitying you..is far les energy draining; you don't deserve it.
They in time will i hope laugh at..you.. the perps... the religious liars... the fake friends...
And you, the perps... not invited, there...will never know what is ...there.......
Unless you agree to take part in a superb major new NEW ARTS venture-serious money ... only new REAL art - not saccharine absurd 'safe'... Marches 'art'... Bronte Woodruff - worst of all example of the worst kind of mermaid taking advantage of.... .nothing....except taking up ALL the oxygen utter nonsense- how dare she call her self eco aware and caring (to my recorder) when wasting so much pain and canvas on tourist crap..at 400 a pop... pure acedia... with her millions of facebook likes...
not my venture...but i have intensely trained over the las year, the FUNDING EXPERT... on just how anodyne, immature, quasi fascist (99% of 'H-Art' - except Laura Lunn...and karen Greeneye Monster) the regional 'pastoral' utter load of lies..is... theme park art for sick retired Tories..pretending to be homespun nice bumpkins when they build stuff in the woods - bijou dwellings many families would give a limb for....without planning permission - thats for he PLEBS.....
and she - miss founder funder expert...gets big money real projects going...
she says "we need to provide the SPACE (only time i allow that absurd coward word, code for clique)... for the next Joe Orton to find us..." £ 5 million quid big proper space too....my installation they'll be able to afford an armed guard...
Christianity never mind what 'GREEN POLITICS' used to mean before the neurotic mad people (sadly mainly female - just a sad fact..) is is : we do not hold grudges, ever, we forgive all, always, and turn bad acts into LEARNING opportunities and categorically hate only the sin, not the sinner.....and 'justice' cab be simply perhaps creating equal new 'good'...(by acre, say) to the bad done...first person got a letter biggest fuckin beautiful-amazing-safe-space-dwelling-up-high-(i thought)! animal killer (filmed...at great personal risk) ... i have ever known..
