in here is part 1 of why i need a grand by monday or its crusher time....
https://www.simonclayton2020.com/2026/07/come-and-get-your-free-selkie.html
(ohh and as every single conartist who left the towns and cities discovered fraudulent crowdfunding especially if they can put pictures of their kids on front page of their 'offer', so forget that...)
but here is the REAL reason
sent to Agent Z today (and i understate so as not to be thought insane as for 6 years i have worked unpaid on at least 15 VERY complex rescue missions those damaging kids due being alcy etc etc etc...(2020-21 in The Marches NO services at all available and ALL self appointed good burghers of Presteigne wouldnt help all they could do was bitch.... never assist 5 or 6 fairly ok women we had known for years .. who were killing themselves due neurotic reaction turning to serious booze who could easily have been assisted i spent 347.5 hrs on 3 of them.... then still stupid me 20+hrs a week attempting to nudger women into regional eco projects FOR their esteem - me i hate Dooneshire its even faker than Presteigne or even Hay and that takes some doing.... at least 20 hrs a week on average often 30 on .. bolstering others into THEIR causes ... and every single one turns out to be partly as below )
I do NOT use labels especially the 'narcissism' everyone else uses about everyone else, but its even worse really than the default 'people pleasing' that is ALWAYS now in all eco work
BPD - don't look it up the official 'definitions' are simply absurd - anyone could be guilty...
even if at least 50% are guilty of the above, sad reality of modern UK
real reason # 3...
to be cont
real reason #4
if i avoid the crush i will advertise here the best MOT garage (he lives also in a van due gentrification by the whicker basket brigade) in the whole world...